I just returned from a Shamballa gathering. Before I went I was feeling very insecure because I haven’t practiced in a while and frankly I think I’m no good at it. Lately I was even considering stopping entirely with all energy-related practices and focusing on non-duality. But because I feel this insecurity everytime before I go to a Shamballa evening I just set that thought aside and I went , making sure that I went without any expectations: anything is okay.
It was good to see 4 men and 4 women, usually I’m outnumbered by women. All faces were new except one woman I met before.
We did the usual program; a meditation or two, followed by a group healing. After that we formed couples and practiced healing on each other. The woman I was with layed down first and I began to do my thing.
I asked her higher self for permission to clean her energy body and then asked help from my guides and st.Germain. I grounded myself and put my hands on the side of her head. I visualized the Violet energy flowing through her body, clearing out blockages and impurities. When that was done I walked around her and wanted to go to her hands, but I didn’t because they were covered by the blanket she was under; I like skin contact. I couldn’t sense what else to do, so I lightly grabbed her feet and waited what the energy wanted to do; either flow into the body or out. At first it was out so I did that, letting excess energy flow into the Earth. Then it turned around and I was pumping green energy into her. When that flow stopped I walked to her head and started circulating Earth energy through her head ; up through the left leg and into the head via my left arm , then back to the Earth though my right arm and leg. A short time later I reversed the direction.
After the session she said she had felt tension flow out of her body and her wrist joints didn’t hurt anymore (she has rheumatism). Also, when I touched her head , she felt a sense of calm coming over her. It’s always surprising how these women feel exactly what I do while I myself don’t.
When she treated me my arm started hurting pretty bad , for the rest there was nothing to report. But, for me it is usual to get energy sensations at night after such a session so we’ll see.
Another woman wanted my email address because she liked my energy.
No idea what she wants with it but we’ll see.. (It surely wasn’t about my looks 😉) I intend to follow the flow of events as much as I dare without questioning it and see where it takes me.
I’m glad I went and it looks like I’ve made some new contacts as well.