I just attempted another MCO at work. I asked st.Germain and my guides to help me stay focused. I took 10 minutes to calm the mind but to no avail , mind kept going into recent events and what’s to come. I’ve never had so many doubts in my life. After 10 minutes I took my attention to the belly button , breathing in energy through it. Trying to imagine green energy from Raphael , Violet energy from st.Germain swirling together into my belly. It felt okay for a short time but then mind went off again. I’m not annoyed , I just don’t like interrupting the build-up I’ve been doing. It’ll come back.