I sat down in my meditation room and followed the same approach as yesterday evening, only now I didn’t do a Violet Flame. I was holding the amethyst crystals again. Sometimes I change their direction (points facing away or towards me etc.) and sometimes this change gives a feeling of turbulence in my arms and belly when I do that, which fades again after a few moments. It’s like a flow is disturbed and had to resettle. Interesting. Today there was warmth in my belly and my heart felt more expended again but no softness of love yet. Maybe I’m getting lost in expectations again 🙃.