Yesterday was a difficult day. The pressure to become more positive has been raised and I’m forcing myself to not stick around in painful thoughts about the past. I just actively choose or force a happy feeling, I didn’t even know that was possible. I don’t know if this forceful way is going to work in the long run but for now it seems to help. Maybe it was the push I needed to move on.

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